Where Do I Begin?

     So I have a question. Where do I begin? Where do I begin to tell my story? To talk about what it's like with my disorder. How do I separate the Bi-Polar with my human self? How do I dissect that information from my brain. My brain that is scattered and in a disorder in it's own way. What parts are me?  And, What parts are the Bi-Polar?
     I could start by telling you I had a normal childhood. Though that is not the case. Is not having a "normal" childhood the spark that led to being Bi-Polar or was I born with it? The studies are mostly inconclusive that is would have been caused by genetics or an environmental situation.
     What do I think? I think in my case it could caused by both; genetically and environmentally. I wasn't raised by any means traditionally. At least through my eyes I wasn't. 
     My story began thirty-eight years ago. This is my journey. Through my eyes and interpretation.